snow college tryouts

i've been trying to stay positive today.
yesterday c told me some bad news that i did not take well.. at all.
haha
he's trying out for the snow college football team and just got informed that
if he makes the team he will be leaving in the middle of june..
that gives us only a couple weeks together and then he's gone.
although last night i was a total wreck hah me and  c talked and even though
its going to be a drastic change for the both of us, it will be also good and healthy for
us. And not only that but christian has been wanting to do this since last summer.
and he has been working SO hard and deserves it SO much.
there is 50/50 chance he might not make it of course but we both are praying he does.
he's too excited to not make the team, and i'm really happy for him :)
i just dont think i'm ready to spend a summer alone :(.... haha i'll be fine its the fall that
probably would be the most hard because i start esthetics school then.. and i will be going to school
everyday. i probably wont make it to most of his games which makes me really sad.
but everything i think is going to be fine. i just didnt really expect it to be such a short time
till he leaves. i mean he's my best friend and we do everything together, so just really hard for me..
haha not so much for him, he is like it will be fine stop crying micall. hahah
i'm such a baby.
hahahahahahahahah.
even though i'm very sad i'm very happy at the same time
i am so proud of christian and so excited for him to finally
get to his goal he has been trying to reach all dang year. hah

i love you c so much!! i'll be rooting for you baby, i know you'll make it :)

i just had to post this pic because it makes me smile :)

he hates pictures... haha can you tell?