your first love.....
well to be brutally honest
i never believed in love throughout
highschool and having boyfriends and dating
i just was SO annoyed by the fact that everyone
was saying they were "in love" loving someone and
being in love are two TOTALLY dif things.. and i'll get
into that further on a different day.
i could be here telling you about some kid i thought well no.. i never
thought i was in love or loved anyone until.. well
the first time i ever knew that i was in love with someone
is honestly, and i'm not just saying this,
christian deveraux. i can't tell you why or how it feels but
its craaazy when you know you love someone that much
and believe me, i never though i would be a believer or give
my heart to anyone because of how many times i was hurt and
i never wanted to commit to anybody. i have always been a free
spirit and sure i had a lot of boyfriends and just "friends" that were
boys but i never really saw myself falling for someone like i did
christian :)
i never ever ever ever believed in soulmates and finding
that one person that you're just supposed to be with. but guess
who it happened to... me hahaa
christian mellows me out and brings my fire personality to a simmer... which
is a good thing trust me...
i'm still me but we just even eachother out and it just works for us
and hey, i'm not saying we have a perfect relationship
nobody does, i dont care what you say.
but being together for a long time knowing eachothers flaws
and still loving them unconditionally and no matter what getting
through SUCH hard trials together.
i love christian and always will forever.
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