i wish some people could see themselves through
other peoples eye's.

maybe then they would realilze somethings every one
has been trying to tell them.

because they dont want to look outside themselves
because they dont understand what they are doing to themselves
because they dont have respect for anyone not even themselves.

and the sad thing is..
they can't even admit it to themselves


and the most sad thing is
throwing everyone else out infront of the bus
to protect only themselves
which will probably happen to me.

but it's only to make themselves feel better about
what they are doing and who they really are.

they're just too focussed on living two lives
that they try and make up fake stories in their head
and try and make themselves believe it.
that's when you know you have issues.

 maybe one day they will see outside themselves
and realize that i was a good friend i stood by them for
more than anyone who really knew the truth would.

xoxo