inspired.

i have recently been inspired to be a videographer.
i do not know why this never has hit me before,
alas i had taken multimedia classes in highschool
and have ALWAYS been in love with making movies
and editing them and putting them together.

its seriously crazy how how heavenly father works.
i'm so touched today.

lately i have been nothing more than a wreck, feeling so
lost in what direction to take into doing something with
my life.

i have come sooo close so many times to putting my papers into
school for esthetics.
but something just kept telling me to hold off.

well duh!
i want to do something that my whole heart is in to.
i know doing food, wedding, and fashion videography
is somthing that i could put my creative tallent to work
i have always known that i was going to do
something with my creative tallents.
fashion, art, peotry, film..
i know i'm getting ahead of myself here..

it is just something i'm going to FOR SURE look in to doing.

i love feeling this inspired i dont think i've ever been this inspired
to do anything ever.
this must mean something right?

xoxo - call